Grinning Ian in Malay Dress

To Those Girls I've the Deepest Feelings Before

Even though girls hate it when you compare them to one another, as a guy, you can’t really avoid comparing them in your heart; you just don’t let them know that you do. I guess it would be a nice time to compare the three of them to show people that there’s no such thing as a perfect woman for someone. When you love somebody, you just love them and that’s it.
The data below are accurate in as far as I was with them. It may have changed or varied right now in the present.
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Her full name is:
Dewi - Dewi Anggraeni
Wiwi - Dewi Juniwati
Ott - Wichita Dongsongkran
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I fell in love with her during:
Dewi – 1st year College
Wiwi – 2nd year College
Ott – 2nd year working in Maldives
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I was physically attracted to her mainly because of her:
Dewi – her infectious shy smile and courageous to take challenge which attracted me, later on her whole personality engulfed me completely
Wiwi – Her Eyes, her thin lips and her long legs ( :P )
Ott – Her bright round eyes, fragile aura and her attention
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She first thought of me as:
Dewi – just another newbee in Campus
Wiwi – playing hard to get Senior
Ott – just another expatriat from Indonesia
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I first thought of her as:
Dewi – a pretty face and average brain
Wiwi – WOW
Ott - Poor thing, she is not gonna make it here overseas!
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I fell in love with her because:
Dewi – she was into daredevil outdoor activities, first we went with other classmate to Mt Marapi, I saw her strong characters. Tough Girl!
Wiwi – she was smart and hot, all combinations you want for a girl
Ott – she understood me
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She fell in love with me because:
Dewi – I saw her as a woman with intelligence when everyone saw her only for her beautiful body
Wiwi – I said YES to her, you are the only one!
Ott – I gave my unconditional attention all the time when we happen to be together
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She expresses her love by:
Dewi – taking all notes on the courses I misses, scloding me for missing the classes, taking me as what I am
Wiwi – giving that shy smiles and encouraged me when I was down.
Ott – cooking me Thai Noodles, massage me when I was tired
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The sweetest thing she ever said to me was:
Dewi – “I want to name our first son, Dean = Dewi Ian.”
Wiwi – “hmm that’s hot .”
Ott – “Thank you for listening to me all the time, I wish all the girls have someone like you.”
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The thing that she’s afraid of most is:
Dewi – hmmm she was afraid to fail Mr Vincent's classes!!!!!!!!!!
Wiwi – spider
Ott – salt-water slugs, Deep Water
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A habit that I picked up from her which I still have now is:
Dewi – daredevil stuffs, extreme outdoor sports and not afraid of doing strange stuffs
Wiwi – listening to House Mix
Ott – enjoying Thai foods, damned I really like all those foods that I could not recall their names. LOL
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One thing I hated about her the most is:
Dewi – at the time when she brought a family matter between us and she never admitted it
Wiwi – she was sooooo jealous when I was with my buddies
Ott – when she kept on checking where I might be and what I might be doing
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I remember her the most when:
Dewi – I’m watching pictures of mountains and rafting sport.
Wiwi – I’m reading ads for Zouk coming lives shows
Ott – when I am feeling so tired and exhausted after the Gym session, she always gave me cold Aqua
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The farthest I’ve gone to express my love for her was:
Dewi – when I loudly shouted " I love you " at the Mt Marapi crater
Wiwi – when I wrote her a letter and sent her a flower right in front of her classmates
Ott – when she was drunk after the party at Spa Paviliun, she was so fragile and it melt my hearts to see her brokedwon like that
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I lost her because:
Dewi – I was not such a nice boy friend for her, I was so selfish, tactless and studid
Wiwi – I didn’t try hard enough to be with her
Ott – I wasn’t ready for her. She wanted commitment when I was still fooling around. Distance made it worst then all faded away
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Right now, she is currently:
Dewi – married with someone in Sawah Lunto and named her first born DEAN, sigh
Wiwi – she passed away a few months ago due to birth complicancy. duh I have not even said my sorry to her
Ott – In Bangkok, seeking her dreams
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Well, those are the three women I’ve loved before. I’ve loved them for who they are, and each in their own way. I guess you’ll never really know who’s going your way. However, though each of them ended in a heartbreak, I’ve never regretted loving all of them, and each share an important part of my life

Pagiku hampir Pudar

Pagi ini kuterduduk di tangga depan Dorm
lelah menyengat
Pagipagi menyeruak keheningan
Pagipagi kusadar akan waktu yang menghempas
Menghempaskan rinduku pada bulanku yag jauh

Next Kembara? Bahrain for SURE!

well........insyallah soon this mid June I will be leaving for Bahrain for my next overseas posting. Not much that I could share but from these 2 pictures, you will get how excited I am now, longing to be there ASAP........

Damn, I can not even load the pics now, Alas it might be later then!!!!!!

Note : The latest issue due to its delay of finishing the property, it will be in August, well it means I could go back home for quite long time.

Oke here you go............after months delay :P

Shots of The Beautiful Mesir (Egypt)

The Great Spinx!!!!!!!!

The 1st Pyramid!

The 2nd Pyramid !!!

The 3rd Pyramid of GIZA !!!!!

The Three Pyramid pictures taken when I was in Egypt Last year, 3 unforgettable months of my life; Hard July and August, Smooth September and Hectic October. Arriving in Cairo in the middle of Summer time, 41 degress Celcius during daytime, but above all Allah SWT showed the love to me, I met lots of new Indonesian friends at the airport. They are all students at Al Azhar University Cairo. They invited me to spend the day at the dormitory, since I arrived with early flight and I already missed the first domestic flight to Hurghada and the last one would be at 11.00 PM. So without any hesistation, I took the offer and we ended up spending the entire day travelling around Cairo city and they took me to the Spinx and the pyramids.. OMG on my first day in Cairo, I saw all of those magnificent buildings........ What A Bless!

Please see these pictures taken by a friend and I from many occasions that I spent in Egypt. ENJOY!!!!!!!!!

Kakikakiku Melangkah

penat tapaktapak kakikaki ini

kekiri kekanan

penat betis ini melangkah

kekiri kekiri kekiri

kekanan kekanan kekanan

ribuan langkah sudah kuambil

langkah besar langkah kecil

kekiri kekanan

merintih tubuh fana ini

merindukan tilam rebahankan raya




Penat tapaktapak kakikaki ini

kekiri kekanan

Penat betis ini melangkah

kekiri kekanan

Mencari beranda keteduhan

Melepas penat sang kaki pengembara

A Postcard From Egypt

a fruit stall in the middle of Hurghada
such a simple reality
such a simple beauty




^^IAN^^
a simple note from the trip in hurghada town

Dikeremangan palma, nicole dan kegundahanku

Dikeremangan palma, kumenari koyakkan sunyinya malam
gempita aura pesona palma
merasuk kedarah para penggoda
dan merangkulku dengan kerlingan manja


berdenging kesadaran dan dambaku
meliuk mencoba merenggut kebebasan
liat terikat
bebaskan aku hai lelaki
biarkan aku menghirup sedikit angin malam
kencangkan kaki semu ini


kuraba damba dalam denyut nadiku
menghentak
menyadarkan jiwa palsu
palma kan terus berdenyut dengan tarian malam
menghempas
meluluh lantak
kuterhenyak tersadar rinduku





Egypt-El Gouna 270905
Hmm Nicole bandel! Time after time Hon!